| So after my last post all of you are probably thinking "hmm Jimmy's a bitch" (most likely the people like andy burns or kyle brown..) But no.. I was just mad last time and had to get the rant out. Anyone remember that post I had about "girl A girl B" stuff? Well they found out and got angry. Well, one girl got angry. She tried calling and I knew what it was about... and I've been in fights with her before and it's pointless.. arguing with women is futile(sp?) and i finally learned my lesson: Do Not Attempt! So I hung up on her before she even got started with the oh-so-well-known "Jimmy you are stupid, you are immature, etc...) stuff. Tried instant messaging me, I had a pretty good idea what the messages were so I didn't bother to read them, and closed to boxes. This only made things MUCH worse for me.. the girl then came to my house and tried talking to me. I calmly said "I don't want to talk about it" and put my headphones on. She got angry and rpped them off my ears... I put them back on. lol. I asked her to leave and my mom ccaught her at the door. Then this girl decided "let's give Jimmy's mom his xanga adress!" So now I can't really put down anything personal in here, because I feel as if I'm being watched and my privacy is being invaded. Just because xanga is a public posting area doesn't mean I want everyone to see it. The reason I'm typing all proper is because I was actually planning on doing it sometime in the future, but never got around to it, and this may be my last post. I wish it weren't true but I'd rather not my mom know about my lack-there-of life right now. It's not that I hate my mom, it's just I'm 16, I don't want her to know every aspect of my life. Hell, they(both parents) even think that I'm dating Janae or Melissa just because I hang out with them. If I had a girlfriend I'd tell them, I'm not that private. I don't know but I hope I keep writing here. Oh yeah, I stole the "Nothing Feels Good" book from my brothers room, and it is GOOD! And I started a new hobby... skateboarding.. The people I've skated with say I'm makin some good progress in only two days:), but too lazy to talk about that right now. Well, lata playas... Who knows maybe I'll change my mind about this in a week or so.. maybe a few days.. minutes... hours..?
-jrh |
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| THE THINGS I'M TIRED OF
being everyone's crying shoulder
tired of helping people
tired of being taken advantage of
tired of being alone
tired of wearing my heart on my sleeve
tired of being alone, again
tired of being fakely nice to peoples face so i dont hurt them
tired of drama
tired of being lied to
tired of people only caring for themselves....only one person i talk to actually gives a shit about me
tired of EVERYTHING
FROM NOW ON
don't ask me to be your crying shoulder
dont ask me to help you with your problems
dont ask me for a favor
dont expect me to be your ANYTHING
- angrily yours, jimmy |
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| so i really dont like some people.. lol that sounds funny to say... but yeah.. people who get nosey.. people who have no business with me.. and decide to go show "girl b" my xanga.. that feels swell... and instead of confronting my problem i decide.. EH what the hell its easier to ignore it....its not even a big deal.. its not like i was bashing her.... oh well.. i dont feel like puttin nethin down right now.. might just get a private xanga
how the hell did "girl c" (the person who told the world) get here anyways
on a lighter note
Pictures
 kenny looks hot
 ouch blurry
 doesnt even look like janae...she looks kinda confused/mad though
 im cool
 sexy
 look at that hot piece of ass
 man i look HOT
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